your presence, is enough to make me not want to be present.. sigh.. do you ever get that?


part of me wants to escape to this place, but I know grace is enough.

"no girl who plays the role of a hero dates a guy who uses her. she knows who she is, she just forgot for a little while"

don miller- a million miles in a thousand years.



reading don miller again.. he is so so good. i wish i could just remember more things... like everything little thing i read..

i would definitely cook for you.. make you cups of tea and hot chocolate ya know, just the usual..

i need to sleep more.



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one of my faves..

http://missedconnectionsny.blogspot.com/

whenever i was visiting sydney and taking trains i'd get a free newspaper and they had these cute little notes where people would try and get the attention of someone they'd seen or had an encounter with, i always thought they were so cute, so i cut them out and saved them and have them in a suitcase in my room. i found these one day, missed connections, apparently done in lots of places, just not nz.. sigh.

what do you say?

100layercake.com

“We put a bottle of wine, two glasses, and a set of love letters (written in secret and unshared) into a wooden crate and then sealed it with nails (each nail was hammered by a family member to show their commitment to supporting our marriage and then finally by us). The crate is meant as an act of reassurance, a romantic gesture–if ever our relationship is in peril, we are to open the crate, drink the wine, and read the letters before we make any decisions about our future.”

so, so, SO cute.

i am going i am going i am going

to see this man in april when he visits new zealand.
i don't mind if i have to sell a limb to make this happen.
so excited i can barely breathe and its definitely possible that i cried when i heard.

yeah i wanna be loved for no other reason at all except that i am, all my quirks and my wrongs and my insecurities. all my passions, my better habits and my abilities. for adam and eve were both naked, they bore their souls and their bodies for one another and were accepted. i wanna be naked too, yeah lets all get naked, i wanna be naked with you, but there's this fair between us and beneath... my heart is a drawbridge, i'll lower it down so you can come in and meet me, we can eat and drink some tea.



oh and i will love you. that is certain.

i like

stacks of books piled up next to my bed, water from the fridge, new music, personal jokes, b.g.m, truth, standing in the gap, clean things, crossing things off lists, facebook stalking, writing lyrics everywhere, my fave customers, my friends, good tents, fans.