i wish i was daring enough to buy those really high, beautiful heels and to wear the red lipstick my mama gave me.



i have however, had the most beautiful evening, i stayed at home alone for the first time in two weeks, cleaned, ran and did washing. and then sat down with my new cardi on, the heater, lit tea candles and incense, switched on my fairy lights and listened to beautiful music... i have discovered that i am so event minded, but if i make the small things and my relaxing into mini events, i'm way more stoked on alone time. best discovery of the year probably.

edit: purchased the shoes, yeeeee.